I care so much for Mark. But while he is still trying to decide what he wants to do and how he wants to handle this, I can't be second anymore. It hurts too much. I am at work crying because all I want to do is get in the bed and go to sleep. I find myself in this situation over and over again and each time it hurts even more. Why do all these men take me for granted like I am not worth anything????
I am such a good person and when I love, I love hard. But no one seems to appreciate what I have to give. I'm tired of giving. I don't want deal with relationships anymore because its too hard and men don't seem to appreciate what I have to give. REST ASSURED I AM NOT TRYING TO PLAY FOR THE OTHER TEAM!!
But right now, I'm worn out with trying.... I need somebody else to put in some effort....
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