Give up or keep moving?

What do you do when everything that you that was good was a lie? Do you give up and say no more or do you keep moving on?

I've faced that question so many times I don't know how to answer it anymore. I feel like whenever i take a step forward, I always end up being pushed two steps back.

Matters of the heart are so hard. They never end up easy because when emotions come into play, anything can happen. But I feel like when it comes to me, I'm a glutton for punishment

I try to make the right decisions, but they always end up being the wrong ones. I try not to go down the same roads, but i still up there.... why?

I have always thought that everyone is destined to do something or be with someone. Part of of me still believes this. But there is another part of me that wonders..... what if there are some who are meant to be alone?

i think i need to be content that i may be the one who is alone. I may have to be that woman is not married and has 1 child and that's it. My wants may to be what God wants for me. It hurts saying it, but if this is what God's intention for me is I have to trust Him.

I have to learn to be happy with where i am right now. No matter what the circumstances are. Even when I think I am alone, I'm not alone. He is always with me.

I'm not going to talk about what I "want" anymore. I'm going to thank God for providing me with my "needs" at this point. That's what i need to do to keep me strong. And prevent others from believing that their ill will can continue to hurt me.