Uh huh

The last few days have been better. I think my last post was a lot of fear. Just thinking about past experiences and things that I have been through I got really scared. But there is really nothing to be scared of.

God allows me to go through situations to grow and to learn. And I have learned a lot

My life right now is very different. I never thought it would be like this when I was younger. There are definitely things I would change, but there is so much more that I would keep the same.

There are also some things that I still want. Those may or may not come, but whatever the case, I have to be happy with the way things are.

I'm happy that I have met someone who is one of my "best" friends and has opened my eyes to so much more. He is truly a blessing in my life.

I often wonder what my life will be like 1 year, 3 years even 5 years from now. I have had plenty of people tell me that they had decided that their life would be one way. Next thing they know, things have totally changed and it has been a true blessing. It cam unexpectedly.

So now I think I need to wait for the unexpected. The good and the bad. It is what is meant for me. The unexpected so far has been wonderful. Why would I think that God would give me anything else?

Faith is what keeps me going. I know He has great plans for me. This is actually the beginning of something so great that I won't be able to carry it all. I love it. I truly do.

I know there are going to be bad times, but I have to learn to let my faith guide me through. I need to stop letting "the devil" come in and steal my joy.... LOL

I say it all the time but I need to BELIEVE it.  I do now. I really do now. My life is good. Good friends, a good job, a wonderful family.... everything that a woman could wish for.  I love it!