Can't wait

I think when I see him I am going to give him the biggest hug. I am going to hold him until he tells me to stop. I hope he won't.

I didn't realize how much I missed him until I went on this trip. It isn't the sexual moments that I miss (although those are nice). I miss the personal time. I miss him coming by and greetings at the door. I miss talking to him on the phone every morning. He doesn't realize that gets me going in the morning. I miss holding his face in my hands and just hearing him breathe. I actually miss going to work out with him at the part. That's like our time and I enjoy it.

I enjoy when he lays his head on my chest or lap and falls asleep. Its my time to take care of him. I like when we just sit and watch tv. That's the great part about our relationship. We don't have to do anything. Just being near and around each sometimes is enough. If we get bored, we can think of something to do and be ok. If not, being at home is quite alright.

He has been such an important addition to my life, a few days away from it makes me sad. But I am heading home today. I won't see him for a couple of days, but I will know that he is near. That makes my heart skip a beat.... He's really by BFF!!!