Monday, June 22, 2009

Don't take it personal

I think I am too sensitive. Let me first be clear. I could give two shits about people that I know don't give a damn about me. When people like that try to do things to destroy me, I go into attack mode. The wall goes up and I treat them like the piece of shit they are.

But the people that I care about are a little different. I know the things that they do are not intentional. Nonetheless, I take their words and actions to heart. I won't show it, but inside I feel like I am falling apart. I get by myself and I may cry, just want to be alone and just sit and think. I take that little time for me to get myself together.

Again, the people I care about are not hurting me, I'm just sensitive. It is hard being sensitive. I don't like it sometimes. Sometimes I do. It can beneficial when I can help someone that feels that things aren't going their way. But there are other times when being sensitive is not fun. I need to find a way to stay out of these times and not let the little things get to me. I'm going to get there!

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