Making changes

Its hard to change things that have been ingrained in you for years. I have recently talked about getting over fears and trying to live life to the fullest. I have definitely made some progress but I still have a ways to go.

I still have those "lazy" days when I don't feel like doing anything. I think a lot of that has to do with what I eat. I don't have the best diet which tends to drag me down a little. But at the same time, I don't get into much activity either. I recently tried yoga. Hot yoga at that. It wasn't bad. The heat wasn't my issue. It was how out of shape I was.

The instructor asked me if I had ever danced. I said yes but it was such a long time ago. She said that through my movement she could see where I had training. I felt good. I used to love to dance. Ballet, tap all of that. I would even dance around the house. Sometimes I still do when no one is looking.

I'm trying to find the things that I love doing and do them. I went to see "Harry Potter" by myself! That is so unlike me for anyone who knows me. But I went alone. I didn't have to, but I did.

I like the new me that is coming out. I still have a lot of work to do, but there are definite positive changes. But I will always remain the bubbly girl who will laugh at just about anything. I don't want that to change at all.....